I rather find the answer unexpectly without me realizing it. I was once..they've helped me through some tough times, and I no longer feel funny about asking for help if I need it- even if it is simply to sort through feelings. I'm sorry to hear that..there are many guys out there...it's just hard to find the right one.
That is true though when you say "the rest will come with no effort at all." Cause things tend to happen when I least expect it which is always a good thing. One day that will come..as I'm still waiting to meet the right girl. I'm sure you will find happiness and that someone one day.
Eventhough I know once I do get into a relationship again it's going to be stressful and it's going to hurt but I surely do miss it.
I'll think about it after I leave that position which makes me really angry and upset. I just thought I share this thought with everyone cause I haven't told anyone else about this. It can be lonely, but try doing things just for you, to make you feel special..the time wisely to grow and enjoy life and become who you really are.
I would never do that to get happiness and feel occupied and loved.
I'll never find the answer to my lonliness and depression that way because that is wrong and that is sad.
I hadn't dealt with a lot of the real reasons my previous relationships failed.
As much as I wanted to be with someone, I also didn't want that at all.